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I totally love him.

BUT, TELL ME IF I OVERREACTED:

Our conversation in a nutshell on the subway last night–

“this morning this girl on the train was checking me out.. Like over and over again she kept looking at me and smiling”

“Oh yea?”

“Yea, she just kept staring at me and smiling, like when I got off she just looked at me while I got off”

“So was she cute?”

“Yea, she was cute, she was Latino.. like that look that..”

“WTF. You’re not suppose to admit she was cute! Why would you tell me that? You’re suppose to say, no, shes not your type or something. How would you like it if I told you, oh this guy checked me and he was actually pretty hot..[?] are you trying to make me jealous?”

“Well, yeah, I’d want you to be honest with me.. and no I’m not trying to make you jealous”

“there are some things you’re not suppose to be honest about.. telling each other every guy or girl we think are attractive is one of those things you keep to yourself. You already know how insecure I can be..You don’t get it do you?”

no answer..

 

-r

iGOt ::nervous

I met up with a lady friend I haven’t seen in years and holy shit I was nervous.. porque? well, because the last time I saw her we had hooked up when we got drizzunk. oy.

I think I still have her sweatshirt. awkward. But she looks lovely, and is still the hilarious charismatic girl I had once known. I cant believe we’ve been living in the same city for 2 years and had no idea. She had the brains to find me on a mutual friends facebook. genius.

I’m so happy we’re chilling again.  C:

 

-r

muchoNews

The new girl at work blows. not only is she super slow and its been over a month already, but shes also a bit numb. She told a couple coworkers, that warm water in a warm plastic bottle can give you cancer, I feel that’s a bit exaggerated. When someone told her to label something, she turned to them and said, can you show me how? Christ! She went to culinary school, that’s one of the main things you learn and do every day! She didn’t know what a lowboy was. Like, talk about green. Sure this is her first restaurant job, mine too, but I didn’t have anyone to hold my hand. My department doesn’t have 2 people working nights and she does, so shes “lucky”. And no gives her hell, they just pick up the slack and do mas trabajo then they should be. Drives me bananas.She may never make it in the restaurant world, only thing on her side is her mediocre looks.. I could go on about how terrible she is But I shan’t. Other than that, shes a lovely girl.

Other rant would be that I hate when people stroll into work in jeans. You forgot your chef pants?? UHHH, go back home or buy a new pair. Like, this is not Chile’s, or fucking Taco Bell– actuallllly, I bet Taco Bell or BK have strict rules about attire, and not only that–they match! You are working in a 3 star restaurant, for an IRON chef and you are wearing  jeans??? WHO ARE YOU? Unacceptable.

I really need the G1, but it’s still, what? a gillion pennies? or $350ish? $170 if you get a plan with it. Ridiculous.

The boy and I. Well–I like him a ton, still not sure if it’s for the right reasons, but he is amazing. All the little things he remembers and does for me to make me feel better and to show he loves me. out of this world. I have never had this before. What I need now is a wall that’s not made by an amateur so that when we shack up I don’t disturb my roommates, oy. I know I have too. How embarrassing.

I’m sure there is mas, but time is not on my side kids. Until then..

 

-r