rainbow jimmy depression

I found myself eating stoneyfield dark chocolate out of the pint while dipping my spoonful into rainbow jimmies.. for breakfast, over the kitchen sink. Ugh. Sad, yet so good. That feeling of giving into your demons because you don’t care at that moment. Fearing you might just let it all go and never gain control again. I had a second helping a couple of hours later.

Either that says I’m depressed or there’s nothing in the fridge.